We had a confession session. All of the "Relationship" was a total lie.
My only goal was to trade the shame imposed on me my whole life for honor that I knew that rightfully belonged to me.
I did therapy and I actually paid someone lie to me.
All I wanted was a renewal and I am worse than I was before I went in. I will never trust anyone ever again.
I can't get myself back from her and that is all I ever had.
Therapists are nothing more that paid liars.
I have less value than a dog make that a worm.
I hate myself.