Dear lady,
I truly feel for you, I don't know how long I'd survive living in the city. There will be a time someday, that getting back in a less city type area, or even the country, will be yours. Keep the faith, that's cool what mandyfins mentioned. Sometimes that sort of stuff works great, but then if it has certain things or people in the pics, I get too sad wishing for those days again. But surrounding myself with things that remind me of some place in the great outdoors, I can find thoughts to sooth my mind.
I wish you peace,re-newal and healing. Sending you many positive vibes.
Love,
DE

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