I recently admitted to my counselor that I get images in my head of me doing bad things. I think it is OCD without the compulsions and she agreed that it could be and I should be checked out. It was so hard for me to admit this to her and now I have to talk to more people I don't know about it. Now, I think I am in denial and just want it all to go away. I don't want this problem or for any one else to know the horrible things I think about. I told my hubby and he is as supportive as he can be. He just doesn't know what to do. Right now we are finding out what my insurance covers and then I will get a psych evaluation. The goal is to get me meds and then we will see. I am just so scared. Can anyone relate? I feel so alone and isolated.
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