My past is filled with a lot of painful memories. I don't think I have to go too in depth about this. Many times when others don't give me their utmost attention, I become a little bit ticked. I want them to know that I am a creature with dignity, a creature entitled to respect as much as everyone else. It hurt me to see that many of my own kind did not respect me and neither did others. Sometimes I think I'm an alien because my own race does not respect me and many of the people I have known from the past who were not of my race disrespected me. I cried for a fairly long time and when I think back to those moments I give myself more pain. I wish the past would just disappear but it won't.