Normal is a relative term. I think a typical mother would have shown concern, worry maybe angry because you were hurting yourself. Unfortunately we don't have typical mother, each person has thier mom and every mom is different and handles things in thier own way. My mom is emotionally distant most of the time. I think she cares, but just doesn't know how to show it, or let me feel it. We have to live with the mom's we have and make due with what we have.

Even if your mom doesn't care or doesn't show it, you still matter and don't deserve to suffer. I hope you find healthy ways to cope with the things that are bothering you. As far as therapy I think it is normal to go thru a couple of therapist until you find one that works for you. Most of the time you are talking to the therapist about sensitive subject, that don't come up in normal conversation, but it is your therapy and you get to chose what to talk about and how to proceed.

I think meds help to. From my experience they don't alievate all of my issues, but they help with energy, focus and motivation. I have moments where I feel good again and have optimism. Maybe it is a matter of the right meds and dosage. I hope things get better for you.