I couldn't repair the things that I have done even if I tried. it's all in the past, even if it was yesterday and I refuse to live in the past.

I do learn from it though. even when hypo, I still have a conscious about what I am doing. a feeling really, telling me that I am in the danger zone.

I think we all learn from it in one regard or the other. sometimes, I think, the only thing that we can do is learn from it and do better next time. if we improve from it, I think that it makes it more ok.