I'm sorry things are so difficult right now for you, Lola, and that your T isn't available to help you through it. I believe things will get better, but I know that sometimes the light at the end of the tunnel looks like an oncoming train.

I'm starting to taper off the Zoloft. My pdoc is having me do it really, really slowly. I'm on 200 mg and she's having me drop to 150 for one day the first week, two days the second week and so on, until I'm on 150 all the time. Then, I'll do the same thing to drop to 100, eventually to 0, I hope. It'll take months to get off it completely, but at least this way, my T and I will be able to see if things are still okay as I drop the dose. If I end up needing to be on it for longer, at least I'll know what dose is the right one.