((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))
I am sorry that you are going through all this despair and stress right now... for you and your unborn baby need a calm and relaxed surrounding right now so that the two of you can continue to be healthy.
Coming from a past with sexual abuse and with my husband of 20 years using porn (now in the past) I would like to offer my experience and understanding in helping you get through this moment in your life....
Now - while I am not by any means excusing your b/f actions (for they are truly wrong & very hurtful) I feel the need to let you know that your b/f may very well still love you and care just as much for your unborn child, and the ones lost... but right now he is sub-coming to the old myth that our society has constantly preached and pushed onto him and many of other males to the point that they now believe it to be true..... that they can find and heal all woes in and through The Woman - within Her Sexuality.... hence the overwhelming popularity of porn.
Please let me know if there is any thing else that I can help you with, please feel free to PM me any time.... I am here for YOU.
LoVe,
Rhapsody - (((

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