Thank you RedBarchetta & lostinbooks;

It is just something I don't get with people around me....

I have written a lot about my work place on PC, i get tired of me-- so it is ok. I can understand with some people that have seen my name pop up and talk about it being tired of it as well...

I just don't understand how One could say

"They Wish Supervisor would just pick and harass someone else now"
"Wish for her to make someone else's live a living hell"
"They are Glad, that she is picking on someone else"

I am told this by some that I work with, in words. It is not just me "thinking what they may be thinking"; they tell me this to me.

I never, in my 6 years with the Supervisor, ever wished or was glad that she was making someone else life a living hell. I never wanted her to go pick on someone else. I have wanted her to get off my back, leave me a lone, and to find the help or whatever she needs to be better.

I am not perfect, I have had and still at times, angry issues. I have had negative thoughts, but towards her-- not for her to go torment another.
Those thoughts make me feel bad, my heart heavy... It eventually turns to my power of change of thinking, and to wish her well.

Sorry that may not make full sense...... i don't want to go into it all, just that Supervisor is not the nicest person; they have issues and I see it clearly. Control, security and probably others too.... The last few newest employees that are much older than me, say the work environment is one of the worsts that they have worked in.

The last guy that left was going to go to the EEOC about her, but i don't know what happened with that.

Supervisor has been nice to me lately, which is odd..... but ok.
I don't like seeing other co-workers going throw hell though.. I try best to be sympathetic, listener for them... encourage them to also go to management, state THEIR case, but also let them know all the times I have went, and what has happened.


I just have a hard time with accepting.... "this is normal"... in the sense of what my co-workers wish, and are glad about.

It seems so wrong to me. but that is just me. that is why I wrote what i wrote --
Just will have to remember the key thing of Do what makes me feel at peace, I don't have to understand the others around me or with their thinking patterns of "get 'em!"