Today i went fishing to a lake so stunning i just loose myself in a trance like state. Even thought it was thrashing it down with rain i was dry under my fishing brolly an lost in nothingness. I dont no why i say fishing i dont go there for that reason , well mabye %30 im there to chill . I look at the other guys fishing, eyes stuck to the floats waiting for a bite from a fish and im sat on my fold up carp chair feet on a log and spark up a cigar. I carnt do this all day it has a time laspe of about 3-4 hours then i pack up and go, its a fix in the brain being alone with nature rain snow or whatever , i need it so i do it.