I'm sorry your struggling so bad. Six years is a long time and you should be proud of that. Can you fix the issues that made you start again?

It was 8 years for me and then everything started to fall apart in my life and I started again to cope. I try to fight the urges but I have them constantly. Do you know what triggers you? And can you avoid the things that do?

For me it is mainly my depression and feeling down. Self harm makes it somewhat bearable for a while when I feel down, but then makes it worse later. Now I have fresh scars to remind me of what I was feeling. Does therapy help you, or maybe a close friend that you can confide in so things seem less overwhelming?

I hope things improve for you.