Yup

I'm still feeling like hell! But the posts u guys have done have cheered me up a bit. Tomorrow I have to go see my therapists. Woo hoo (sarcastic). I feel just awful. I hate droning on about this stuff but I need to talk to someone heh. I may start taking meds again, very reluctantly though. I just don't see things getting better. It's just so dark. I've taken quite a few different meds but there's been no stability or any lift to the utter crapness that I feel. I've kind of sorta stopped going to my group thing I'm supposed to go to. Just coz they always make me do these dumb chain analyses about being late, not doin stuff and all this other stuff that's totally irrelevant for me to get better. It aint gona help me stop being depressed or bulimic by picking on these minor things. Never talk about things that are important. I feel that the people on this website are more helpful. My therapists picking on me for these minor things just makes me feel more like a loser. Anyway, whinge whinge whinge. I feel so bad.... I went ape at my parents. I was so rude and such a cow. Woops. My mum was being an absolute cow to me though but I guess that doesn't mean that I need to reciprocate. I feel absolutely %#@&#! about myself at the moment!!!! Arrrggghhh hellllpppp meeeee

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Sezzie