Hey there. Yes this can be scary and I totally understand. You have to arm yourself with knowledge. It's also a lot of trial and error when it comes to finding the right meds. Doing research and finding out I wasn't alone really helped me. You might even go thru several different Dr.'s too. It took me years to find the right meds. and right Dr.'s. I know that doesn't sound very comforting. What took me so long was years ago no one knew what to call this. Now we do. You coming here is a good first step to getting more help and info. With time you will find what works for you. Don't be afraid to tell your Dr. exactly what you are feeling. They really need to know even if you think it makes you sound more crazy. Trust me I know. It does help get you on the right track. I have had good results with Invega. Been on it for over a month. Other meds. didn't work or they would stop working. Plus I take Effexor too among other things. Lol You will make it. Don't give up. Hope this helps you.