(((((mommie2b)))))

Im sorry to read your post I know what is like to lose a baby that you so badly want to have & was told that I would not be able to have children naturally & if I want to have them in my life look at other ways of doing so so I gave up all hope of ever carrying my own child as I would never be able to have IVF only to go on & find that I was pregnant again & this time I had a healthy baby boy who is now 8 yrs old & a year later I found out I was carrying again & had another baby boy who is 6yrs miracles can happen & they did to me I will keep praying for you please let us know how you get on through out the wks/ months ect
I know its hard to get your head around what your b/f is doing but at least hes not hitting you try sitting him down & ask him how long he has been doing it & why he does it you might find that he has only done it from you falling pregnant as some men fell that they will hurt the baby if you have sex I know thats how my husband felt but he didnt use porn instead

Take Care