I just feel like I'm getting no where. I make plans, I get really excited that I'm going to make a change or do something new and then I just give up and forget about it. Like with this whole DBT. I bought a workbook and started it and felt so good and felt like I was making changes and then I just stopped. I can't get motivated anymore. Ugh. I'm like this with writing as well. I love to write and I have ideas a lot but then the flame just dies out. That's how I am with friendships too...and basically everything.

And with this website. I was so excited to find support and learn and talk to people and then I just stopped trying. So this is me trying!

Right now I'm so stressed because my boyfriend and I are moving in two days and his arm is broken so I've basically been single-handedly cleaning and packing and moving all week...and it's obviously not his fault but I get so freaking resentful/angry at him. And then I feel bad of course because, like I said, it's not his fault. But yeah...that's where I'm at. I hope everyone else is doing ok. I just wanted to check in and update.