Awwwww Blue

What an emotional day ! Anyone would be upset and trying to process it. I really don't see this event sending you spinning off into the unknown. You are alot stronger than you think, I think. You have learned so many things to help yourself manage this life, You have learned AND you are actually applying it all !

So the co workers rude comments , yeah I would be hurt, then I would remind myself that she should have a been a professional and kept concerns like that to herself . So shame on her! Ugh rude people are a pet peeve

I think you need to go ahead and feel all the emotions from the day, let them stew for a lil bit and then pluck out the good ones toss the othes out your door and get a good nites rest.

You got this Blue