In short, I sent new t an email over the weekend about my feelings and such about old t (so that i could coherently explain myself when not in tears in her office). I put a lot of thought into it and made myself very vulnerable. she talked about a little bit, but nothing major. I had basically told her that if she wasn't willing to meet me halfway and explain things to me, then i would not be able to efficiently work with her. I think that in itself deserved a conversation. But no mention of it whatsoever. We proceeded on to play jenga the entire session as an ice breaker.

i am very frustrated that this new t too doesn't seem to be listening either. I told her some (of what I thought were important things), and she didn't even bring it up. I was basically showing her how heartbroken I was and she didn't even mention it. I now feel very vulnerable because I shared with her all these feelings and she has them, but is not aknowledging them. It makes me confused and angry and if I had known it wouldn't have done me any good, then I wouldn't have written them. Because now they are out and no one is helping me cope with them any more than they had before.