Anxiety is still here and won't leave! For the last two days I've needed to go out and I start to freak when I head for the shower. I'm afraid something bad is going to happen although I recognize all the thought patterns and the icy feel of adrenaline! Why can't I just be normal? Why is life such an uphill battle??

I'd crawl in a hole, but I take all my negative feelings with me! Why can I preach and expound on overcoming anxiety and I can't do it for myself?? ARRRGH!




<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>