Wishing you to not feel that way tigerlily. The truth is it probably wont go away until youve worked your way thru it a little more. At first, when you start to feel again, the feelings can feel uncomfortable and like you want them to go away. You're reliving things in a way but maybe you can tell yourself you're alright, right now, that what you're remembering is something that happened in the past and right now you're safe. You'll get used to being alive again in time and while that doesnt mean you wont ever feel sad or scared again, it means you'll learn to have the strength to carry through the difficult times even though it may seem like just barely sometimes.