You're right, on all counts,as is your usual MO

Its just the mentality of the people here at the clinic that worries me. I'm sure she's gonna bring up meds because if I'm requesting that she make a T appointment, something is wrong, and with MH, those somethings tend to be doped up...

But yes I can flush them if seeing a T is dependant on whether they get to medicate me or not... Fact is, T would be beneficial at this point and if I have to fake take meds to see one I bloodywell will.