dear pdoc,

i am not ready to let you go yet. you were my first pdoc, my first "mini-t" before a real t came along. even as i had a T, you were somesort of my second T. i know.. you have to go, that it is part of your training. but i'm still not ready. it has been a wonderful ride with you.. throughout all the crisis and good times. i wish i could be able to give you good news often in regards with my wellbeing. i guess an acceptance letter into a university that i recently received would be sufficient happy enough news before you leave me forever...

thank you pdoc. you're my first pdoc and the first person i've opened up to... and you'll be remembered always. and i do hope i was a good case for your training and i wish you all the best in your journey to become a full-fledged pdoc

with that said, i'm still not ready...

- htn