Thank you Suzie. Some of the symptoms have let up but I still go into this thing about breathing. Years ago when I had high anxiety I had the chest pains and thought I was having a heart attack. But that has resolved in my head knowing the heart palps and such were created from the anxiety. Now I have this feeling of hyperventaliting or feelings of having an asthma attack where I can't breath along with shortness of breath. I am calling my pdoc tomorrow which he told me to do if I have more problems and I think its time to get a therapist again. I guess I just feel weak and I should have stronger self imagine. My friend always says "you think your wonderwoman? you are going thru a lot" But internally these thoughts are there.....