Thanks yall. I really HATE jail, I was there for 4 days before and it could be said that I went a little stir crazy and I missed my family like there wasn't no tomorrow. They put me in a padded cell that time because they thought I was suicidal (I wasn't). I posted about that in December lol but its a long story that I'll spare you of. That was for violating my probation basically because I went to my mom's house for Christmas and I wasn't supposed to leave my county. We've decided that when I go, Miguel is going to tell the kids that I went on vacation to Mexico to visit family. I might tell them the truth one day but for now I don't believe it will be beneficial to their well-being. They are out of school on June 6th, and they go to camp for ten days on June 11th, so I think I am going to turn myself in after all and just rip it off like a band-aid. Then they won't know at all which appears to be the best case scenario; providing I don't get taken before that.

Kinda Chaotic, I have thought about that too. I took the numbers off my house this morning as a kind of last resort. I just thought that if my P.O. or the police come, they could have doubts about weather they are at the right house. I covered the window on my door with black construction paper from the inside and I'll just hide if they come before that. My charge isn't actually that serious when I think about it, so hopefully they will be too busy with other things to care. But I know that's a risk I'm taking.

Recently I won a songwriting contest and I'm scheduled to perform it before an audience at the Houston Songwriter's Association, which is a huge opportunity that I worked really hard to get to. June 9th is the day I go do that, and the kids go to camp on the 11th, so hopefully I won't be noticed before that. I'm not taking any chances, not even going to the store. I really hope this works out like we've planned. If not, well I'm not in control of the world so I'll just take what I can from the experience. Thanks everybody. Yours truly, Lightbulb7Seven