I can relate to what your going through. About a year and a half ago, while high on alcohol, and taking my antidepressant medication at the same time, I threatend my ex-wife with physical harm. I sent her a text message which frightened her to the point that she had to call the police and have me arrested. To this day, I can't believe I did what I did. So out of character for me.

Anyway, she had told the police not to take me to jail, instead I went to a mental health department at the local hospital. I was there for about two weeks. Needless to say my relationship was destroyed. Last year my wife lost her mom who she was very close to and she called on me for support.
Without any hesitation I was there for her. However, as time went on I felt that she didn't appreciate my support. To make a long story short I had to be arrested again. She had an order of protection issued against me, and when she wouldn't return my phone calls, I broke into the house. Not only that I also went so far as to let the air out of all four tires of her car.
Yes... you guessed it.... I was drinking again!!! What a fool!!!.

She called the police and they came to arrest me and I spent thirty days in jail for that behavior. It was a horrible experience because I was never incarcerated before in my entire life.

So if it's any consolation to you, seven days in jail is better that thirty days.....

Good luck to u and I wish u all the best.

Regards

"almostthere"









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