Hi bos314489, it's nice to meet you. I thought your post was very positive. I'm struggling to find my purpose in life also. I think that's a very positive and worth while endeavor - wanting to make the world a better place - making a difference. I wouldn't discount the little acts of kindness. I know for me if someone just smiles at me it goes a long way. In fact I've recently thought that being kind to ourselves and others is a really big deal. Imagine if everyone valued kindness - it would be a much different world. Perhaps volunteering is the answer. Humane Society, soup kitchen, local hospital, church/temple, or NAMI are just a few thoughts. Don't discount being supportive of others right here at PC. The world is lucky to have someone like you who wants to give back and make it a better place!

Gary290