Thank you so much for the hugs and support, everyone. I'm incredibly touched by the support. And thanks for the suggestions for coping with the anger. I do like the idea of smashing something other than myself, tempting as it might be. At the same time, I'm such a timid person IRL that the thought of smashing something is kind of frightening. All the same, I was definitely thinking it would be nice to have a heavy bag to just whale on.