So T was interesting today. Emergency session, very glad that he was able to get me in.
Anyway, T mentioned "child Murray" in our session today and said that I need to learn how to soothe, nurture and calm down the young me. He's never ever said anything like this before and I was shocked as I didn't think he was one of the T's that thought like that. As we spoke I really could get what he was saying. The thing is...."child Murray" pisses me the hell off! I actually said some pretty nasty things when I thought of her and I said exactly what I thought should happen to her.....yeah, interesting.....I am normally pretty mild and peaceful but thinking of nurturing that worthless little thing made me so angry.