Well, the good mood didn't last very long. Though I'm still feeling slightly better than I have been so I guess it's something.

Lately I've been consumed by the overwhelming desire to move away from home. Like, far away. Several hours away. I'm starting to really regret that I chose to go to college so close to home (My current school is only about 30-45 minutes away from home so when I'm in school I usually go home every other week). I've actually had thoughts like those in the back of my mind for quite some time now but as of late they've become overwhelming. I just keep thinking about how if I keep going to the same school it will just be more of the same. The thought of transferring actually excites me and makes me think that maybe I can break out of this cycle. But I don't know how difficult it would be to transfer at this point (half-way through college) and telling my parents would probably be the hardest part because they'd want to know why. That would probably mean explaining my depression to them.