Phew... home. It has been a long week!! We just got my daughter home from soccer.... she freaked out that her brother took her soccer ball.. Commence 40min tantrum. Holy crap, I am tired!!! She is now in bed crying.

Had MC today.. It well I guess. We decided to continue on at every two weeks. MC "surmised" from what I have told him that I had some kind of trauma happen to me. Umm Buddy, you didn't guess anything my T told you that I was raped. The more I think about it, the more I wish he would have just admitted that he had talked to my T b/c my T told me right away what he shared with my MC (they work in the same office). I suppose it is good that we can talk about it, though. I know that a lot of the issues in our relationship is a direct result from what happen to me as a child. We are going to be meeting every two weeks... Right now, I feel no connection to him, not sure I like him. Wondering if I can feel comfortable with opening up with him at all.. Time will tell.