Dear T,

I know. I know what you were saying tonight. I already know....now what I didn't know was just how much my time is limited by my stupid insurance. That I didn't know. And now I feel all stupid and panicky. Kind of ironic since I seemed to do my best to convince you tonight just how much this whole meeting with you thing isn't making a difference...

T? I'm sorry. You are making more of an impact than I let you know