I imagine my T in supervision all the time. I wonder what he says about me. Is he like, " ugh - I have this one client who is driving me up the wall. She comes in every week like its our first session or something and there is no continuity from one session to the next. She can't find the words to speak. She's got such a case of learned helplessness. I don't get her. She's not my favorite client." Or does he have me all figured out and is like "whatever. Her problems all originate from her father's emotional distance and her mother's chaotic reactivity."

More likely he doesn't say much about me. I'm hyper-vigilant of when he changes things up though, and that it may be related to his supervision...