I know how you feel. You feel as if you cannot live without your T, right? Transference is beautiful, yet painstakingly annoying. I'm in a simular situation. My T is everything to me. There is a thug in my school that see's her and hes always prodding down the halls saying things like: "I'm going to brtually kill Dr. H". I eve have fantasies where he attempts and I save her.

So, do not worry, love. This "trap" is utterly normal and, believe it or not, good for your relationship with your T. It means you trust her. You may put her out of your mind if you want, but believe me, therapy is hell without feeling the transference. Well, unless your T is neglectful, hateful and doesn't seem to care, then I would suggest putting her out completely.

Have an amazing day,



RainbowLonesomeDove