I was just going purely on the strength of written statements. I did not mean to imply anything and I am sorry if you do not always think that you are attractive.

It seems to me, on the basis of facts, that a couple of attempts at having a bf in your recent past went to waste for reasons that have nothing to do with lack of attractiveness. It seemed that there was no lack of attractiveness .

But I also get that you might hold beliefs about your (in?)attractiveness that are counter to reality - many of us do that from time to time.