Yeah...I opted not to say those things to my T despite the fact that I do have a kind of love/admiration for her. All I could bring myself to say as I was starting to see her less and less is that it was hard because I was accustomed to seeing her every week. She knew I meant that I missed her though... She did muster a response stating that her Mondays weren't the same without me as I was her most fun client of the day. I was quite surprised that she said that! I take comfort in knowing that my T became a T because she had an excellent T help her. If she liked her T enough that her T made her want to become a T, then I can only imagine that she was attached to said T. I know my T is not manipulative and that she does not judge me for my statements and actions. I hope that as you're around your T that your T demonstrates this as well and that you can find comfort in this.