Thank u Tanya for ur input. And everyone else too.
My problem has been shoved aside as a non issue. It's almost like frikking wake up n smell the coffee u aren't a child. Stop misbehaving. U need attitude adjustment.
But I need help in adjusting my attitude. I need help to cure this addiction.
New someone who for once would stop dismissing my problem n start with ACCEPTING THAT I NEED HELP NOT CHASTISING.