Oh Gosh, Freewilled, that was exactly the way i was thinking about T a while ago.
But I decided to stick with it, and discussed those feelings of frustration with my T. It was embarrassing and i felt stupid, but it really helped to move things along.

I am not sure about you, but i never had any close relationships as a child, especially with my parents as they were too busy managing their own issues, and as a result i always crave an attachment with older female figures (as a mother replacement i think), and this is what i so desperately wanted with my T, and this is what it sounds like you are struggling with (the need to be close to her i mean).

Do you think that you could write/print your post out and take it with you to your T? Lay it on the line, be honest and allow yourself to be vulnerable.