Hi Notz ~ Which anniversary is it? A year? Whatever -- HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, and let us know when it is!
You know, I used to have those alot too. And I was almost GLAD I had them, because they were GREAT reminders of how AWFUL my life was when I was drinking. Even when I woke up sweating and scared, I was thankful! There were MANY times when I woke up and I wasn't sure if it had been TRUE!

I had to sit there for several minutes and think thru the past night to make SURE I hadn't really been drinking. I remember a couple of times I had to ask my family if I'd come home drunk the night before! LOL Scary.

But still, they were good remiinders of the hell that I'd come from.
Today, I don't have them anymore. It's been many years since I've had one. So rest assured that they DO STOP.

Like gma45 said, surrendering to the fact that you cannot drink anymore sure does help. And you know what? Life doesn't end without alcohol. I've had MORE FUN without alcohol than I EVER had WITH it.

I didn't know what fun WAS when I was drinking.
God bless Notz -- and again, Happy Anniversary! Hugs, Lee