I've been mildly depressed the past few days and it's just getting worse. Looked up lethal doses of my current and old meds, turns out I don't have enough. Don't have a plan and not enough motivation to research anything else.

This isn't the first time this has happened while on these or any other meds. I still get weeks where I get super depressed. Usually for no real reason. Why? I don't want to live this way. I see no huge change between me constantly medicated and sporadically medicated. And only possibly a difference between that and no meds at all!