I'm not going to see my T for a while. I have just started therapy and she barely knows me. At the end of the session, she placed her hand on my shoulder and looked at me with this worried look. I wasn't expecting it because at the beginning she said things seem to be sorting itself out and they didn't seem as bad as they were before. So I really thought that maybe things were going to be ok. I don't know if it was because I told her I had a bad experience the last trip and it was how everything had started. She kept telling me it was going to be ok and that I needed to have courage but she kept looking at me as if she didn't know what was going to happen during the trip and she was a little concerned that I'd finally gotten help but was going to be away for a while. I don't know if its because I've only had a few sessions and I haven't shared with her much, so she wished we could have worked on more or if she was really worried that I wouldn't be able to cope. She really tried to fit in another session but she couldn't.
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