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Old May 31, 2013, 12:16 PM
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Originally Posted by Asiablue View Post
TBH i didn't even know you could do that... check who is looking at your post. I still don't know how to do that and i'm not interested enough to find out.

But i do think you checking it out has more to do with you trying to figure out your place and worth in the world. And you're not going to find that on an internet forum. And i think the fact you post this topic knowing that it is very possibly going to be inflammatory to some people and that you might get a severe backlash for doing it, is interesting. It's like any attention is good attention. I don't mean that in a hurtful way at all and i hope you don't take it that way, but i think it is something for you to question?

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No, I didn't post this to be inflammatory. Honest! I've been curious for awhile, and wanted to see how "abnormal" I am. I'm using radical acceptance more, and being aware of my issues so that I can change what I can. No, I hate "bad" attention. I'm satisfied with the answers here. I realize it's a problem that I need to address again in my therapy and in DBT. This thread has been useful for me. No one likes to see the yukky parts of themselves, but I'm gritting my teeth (and my stomach hurts) but I'm doing it, and am not sorry, and not resentful.