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It is so great that you are feeling happy!!! It seems that maybe there is some part of you trying to tell you that you can't deal with being happy and need to go back to the way things were. Try not to listen to that voice, ok? You deserve so much happiness!

On thinking about cutting for the rest of your life, sure, that's possible. I can't imagine not thinking of it. But worrying about it isn't going to help. You can use thought stopping or replace those thoughts with something else (have a song in mind or something to use to change gears when you need to). So, if you can, concentrate on experiencing feeling happy. That's what really matters, right?

<font color=orange>"Never forget: 2 + 2 = 5 for extremely large values of 2."</font color=orange>