I was helping my ex move when she turned on me because she couldn't afford to get a uhaul for a second time to move more of her stuff out of the house.
She threw me out, told me to get our of her life...again.
This has happened before since we split up, but its affecting me more today than ever because my daughter was crying and she was scared because my ex, her mama, was yelling and screaming at me and crying hysterically.
I am back at my place now after hugging my daughter goodbye and feeling her squeeze me oh so tight. My ex has custody so I am helpless. I am so sad right now that I am grateful to NOT be a gun owner. I suppose it was stupid to say that...just trying to convey the depths of my saddness. I know I will see my daughter again, probably Monday.
My ex's anger has once again taken center stage and it's showing itself strong.
I am reeling and depressed and sad. Please pray for my daughter...the truly innocent one in the middle.
She is the only thing I live for. There is nothing else.
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