...its ok...anyway you feel is ok...you need to start getting stronger in these areas that were all weak in but you need to center on, like this...all i can tell you is what *I* did...i trained myself that it didnt matter to me if i "fit in" or not, but that me being there and doing stuff was the reason im out here, not so people can rate my gumby-like superpowers...im a goofy guy, and people either think im cool (and i dont see much of THAT one) or run....FAST!....but i dont change for anyone...it didnt happen overnight for me and it SURRRRREEE wasnt pretty....worrying about my self-worth wasnt worth dancing on fire for the people around me so i could feel good about myself (THAT took a long time too, but thats another post)...ive read your stuff and youre a pretty cool person, and YOU CAN DO THIS!...i didnt think *I* could come as far as ive come, but i did...and you will too, when you get the strength...God bless and stuff...
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