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Originally Posted by DreamAddiction37
i don't fit in anywhere. not at church, not at work, not with other moms, not with other women in general, am excluded from anything with guys because apparently men and women can't be friends at all (how stupid)...i've tried finding an online group or something (i don't even fit in on PC, it seems) thinking maybe someone else will feel like i do (7 billion people, someone has to feel the way i do) but...honestly, if anyone did feel the way i do, they probably wouldn't post on this thread, because i probably wouldn't... and probably won't after this, not sure why i'm posting it, but i am going to hit that stupid submit button, because writing this out and then ctrl-A delete doesn't make it go away, it makes it sit in the back of my mind and keep festering...meanwhile, putting it out there so maybe someone will read it somehow makes me feel better, even though i really don't want anyone responding to it...
ugh. contradicting myself. sorry to those who read.
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DA I can relate.
I will say that I don't feel like I fit in anywhere either.
But I think my situation and yours may be different. I don't "feel" like I fit in but its possible that I actually DO fit in...but if I do I don't feel like it for sure. I don't fit in with other dads, I don't do what most guys do, I would rather be friends with females than males because I don't feel like I fit in with the guys anymore.
I mean all I do is work, pay bills, eat, sleep, spend time with my daughter, and wonder why my life is so screwed up.
I am pretty much a loner. I like what I like and that is the best I can do for people. I have mostly loose friendships...no one to count on and no "best friend".
I do pretty well here on PC, but I tend to post on general forums like "what time is it and what are you doing" because they seem safe; safe and stress free.
I do hope things go well for you in the future. Happy to "talk" more if you relate to anyting I have posted.