so in a panic .going out with this person who runs all the craft classes i go to. we have kind of gotten to know each other well and she asked if i wanted to go with her to this craft thing all day tomorrow. at first i said no and have now changed my mind because i like the show . and maybe we could become better friends .but i dont do this. i dont go out with people exsept my hubby and BFF .they are safe i know them they know me .if i freak and need to leave or i dont talk it is ok . i want to be able to do this. i want to be able to do normal things like this and have it be ok. but so many times in the past it has not. i don't want her to hate me . i like going to the classes she has. i learn so much from her.ahhhhh eeeeekkkkkk. breathe .i sent a responce saying i would meet her .ahhhhhhh