And let me just say F a fake friend.... you are either there or not... sure my **** may be deeper or i may be more ****ed up or not where you are but cut me some slack you were once me... when the **** gets hard, i resort to what i know... restricting food and smoking my face off or drinking... it s a coping mechanism... I will never attempt SI again... my words to yall and Gods ears, i have learned my lesson there.

Yes its you , but you probably have me blocked so... what a waste of effort on my part..