Hi Mar,
The only experience I have had with paranoia came as a side effect of some meds I was taking. I had to stop taking them as I couldn't take it anymore!
Other than that, all I can do is offer you much love and support in your quest to quell the paranoia.
You are awesome and I am so sorry you had such crap from people...its ridiculous!
Lots of love and hugs to you Maranara!
MUAH!