((Lola)) Ugh. Self-Destruct. I don't get why the hell you wanted to talk about sex with him...but: Of course you want sex with him, it's NOT him, you are scared and want something to grab hold of. I get it. But this sh it is going to get you in deeper girlfriend. You know that. Why would you try to make therapy about him instead of about you? He was trying to make you zone into the issues...but whatevs. He wasn't exactly all in the last time you were in crisis either. Can you see that you need help? WTF is xt going to do? She already proved herself unworthy. YOU are worthy girlfriend. You deserve the BEST. YOU deserve to be HELPED.

I wish I could come out there and hang with you tonight.