Still been thinking a lot about transferring schools, but realizing that it probably isn't going to happen. There's just so much work involved and no matter where I transfer to, some of the credits I've already earned may not even be able to transfer. At this point I guess the best I can do is just make the most of my last two years here and hopefully be able to get into a good grad school out of state once I'm done here.

I just keep trying to tell myself that no matter what happens things will eventually get better for me. Sometimes I'm actually able to believe it.