I find that I read endlessly about schizophrenia and psychosis ever since it happened to me. It's been two years now and I've done nothing but improve. Even though I'm getting better I have this endless quest for knowledge...why can't I shut it off. I should be living a normal life right now but when I go to work I spend half my time googling or reading on pubmed. How have you moved beyond your illness? How can I?